College stress

So it begins, the stressing over college, where to go, scholarships, jobs, your future, arguments, everything. eww, please let me be 5 years old again! I wish my parents would understand what i want to do with my life. There's somethings i want to do, yes. Like study in S.Korea to minor in Korean, but there's also things i NEED to do, and they just don't get it. They don't understand that i want to go into medicine for a reason. To HELP. I Need to do it, it's God's calling. He needs me to major in the medical feild so that i can go out and travel the world to help out his children, the orphans. They need someone to heal them, to love on them, to let them know about God and everything else. I have to do it, i NEED to. I jsut i can't get it through my parents head that this is waht i'm being called to do, to serve the lord. They say i should major in music and teach piano lessons. Yes i'm talented, but playing music in a stuffy room teaching will not be serving God's purpose, i know what my purpose is, i've known it for almost three years now, and its driving me crazy that i can't do anything yet. I know what i need to do, i just can't do it yet. Only one more year of high school, thats all and then i can finally begin my path to helping.

Sorry all for this random rant/ramble i just needed to vent and figured i'd write a post