Sunday, August 26, 2012

Sunday Snapshot: Rainbow

I took this with a Canon EOS 60D 18-135mm lens IOS was on auot F 22
I did very minimal editing to this picture just slight adjustment with the curves in photoshop.

We finally got some much needed rain here in Nebraska. After a long drought, the rain was very much appreciated! It also brought along rainbows! <3 
Rainbows have become quiet special to myself and my family. When my Nonnie (grandmother) passed away, we'd asked for a sign, anything just to let us know that she'd gotten to heaven. The Saturday after she'd passed away my family and I were walking out of church and right above where we parked stretched a huge rainbow. No rain had come but there was still a rainbow there. We took that as our sign to know that she had meet Our Almighty Father and was now safe and sound at Home.



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Friday, August 17, 2012

Senior Year

Tmw, or well today, as it is now 12:40 am i will be heading off to my first and last day of high school. Its scary to think that four years ago i was walking into high school for freshman day and i was scared that i wouldn't make any friends and that i would be a loner. I was very glad i was wrong because i am blessed with such amazingly great and loving friends. To my friends let us make this a great year and one to remember! Love you guys so much! Senior year here we come! Now to bed because i have to be up at 6:30 am (:
it's time to get a new sleep routine! lol

Monday, June 4, 2012

Terrible Insomnia; HELP!

oh yah know its just about 4am; i'm still up and all. I swear my insomnia becomes absolutely HORRIBLE during the summer! I'm not sure why but i'm just up for hours and hours and hours trying to fall asleep but feeling wide awake! I hardly ever have caffeine, and if i drink pop its usually sprite, so no caffeine in that! so who knows why i have such horrible issues sleeping. If you guys have any suggestions to help me sleep it'd be much appreciated! (: 

Saturday, June 2, 2012

I love you baby, i'm not a monster

Ah such an amazing beautiful song; and quiet the interesting M/V
I have to say i wasn't to impressed with Tae's hair when it was in that roller looking style, but my love won't change for you baby! <3

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Summmerr!!!!!!!

I'm so happy to be on summer break; this unsues late hour 1,2,3am skype calls with my bestie
which look like this!

Eating chocolate at two in the morning and not giving a flying rats butt about it. 
and getting that beautiful long awaited tan! <3 Woohoo! Welcome Summer! :D

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

i just

now figured out that even though i was upgraded the the "new blogger" thingy i can switch back to the old one! oh i'm soooo happy! <33 now until the take it away.... then i won't be so happy anymore lol

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Sunday Snapshot: Class Ring

Amethyst stone

This Saturday we were up in Sioux City for my cousin's graduation party; and while we were up there my mom and dad took me to a jewelry shop where my mom gets all her jewelry. They had talked to a guy that we've known for a long that does all my mom's jewelry and he said that he could "build" me a class ring. so with out further a due here's the rough draft of my ring (:
there still needs to be the letters "GHS" added in and the numbers "2013"

I'm pretty excited for my ring to be made~ It definitely won't look like anyone else's class ring; and another good thing about it is that if i want to have GHS and 2013 removed later on i can have other gems put in it (:

Hope everyone has a great Sunday!!
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Tuesday, May 1, 2012

College stress

So it begins, the stressing over college, where to go, scholarships, jobs, your future, arguments, everything. eww, please let me be 5 years old again! I wish my parents would understand what i want to do with my life. There's somethings i want to do, yes. Like study in S.Korea to minor in Korean, but there's also things i NEED to do, and they just don't get it. They don't understand that i want to go into medicine for a reason. To HELP. I Need to do it, it's God's calling. He needs me to major in the medical feild so that i can go out and travel the world to help out his children, the orphans. They need someone to heal them, to love on them, to let them know about God and everything else. I have to do it, i NEED to. I jsut i can't get it through my parents head that this is waht i'm being called to do, to serve the lord. They say i should major in music and teach piano lessons. Yes i'm talented, but playing music in a stuffy room teaching will not be serving God's purpose, i know what my purpose is, i've known it for almost three years now, and its driving me crazy that i can't do anything yet. I know what i need to do, i just can't do it yet. Only one more year of high school, thats all and then i can finally begin my path to helping.

Sorry all for this random rant/ramble i just needed to vent and figured i'd write a post 

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

I don't understand

What is wrong with not wearing make up? Our theology teacher asked today "how old were you girls when you started wearing make up" A lot of the girls replied "freshman year" or some where behind them. I replied with "i still don't wear make up" it was greeted with echo's from guys and people looking. I don't understand, whats wrong with not wearing make up? I just don't wear it, i don't need it, or at least i don't see the need for it. I have tan skin already, naturally blushy cheeks, and long eyelashes, what do i need to put crap on my face for? I think its stupid, and i just wish people would understand that at almost 18 years old, i don't wear make up, and i don't need it.

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Sunday Snapshot: Park Fun!

Last week it was beautiful so i decided to take my little siblings to the park to let them have some fun and give my mom some room to get things done without being bothered.

It took me some bribery and prompting to get my bother to cooperate with me. 13 year olds are just so difficult to get their picture taken without putting up a fuss. lol Though it took awhile i did capture a few good ones (:



My sister was much more willing to have her picture taken!






These last few are ones i took of them without them really knowing i was focusing on them.


All pictures were taken with a Canon EOS 60D with a 18-135mm f/3.5-5.6 with an ios 1600
All my pictures have not been edited they're straight off the camera because my computer hates me and erased photo shop 

I hope everyone has a safe and blessed Sunday!
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Thursday, April 5, 2012

About me

From the little about me section you can't really tell much about me so i'm going to give you guys a more in depth post (:

As stated, I am 17 years old, soon to be 18 on the 29th of April. I'm a pianist, guitarist, dancer, and photographer. I have played piano for over 10 years. It's my passion, a stress reliever, my life. It's what got me hooked on music. Now without music i feel like i can't live, i almost constantly have some sort of music playing. Whether it be from my headphones, which my friends say i should just glue into my ears lol or my laptop, or even the radio. My choice of music isn't all that "normal". See, i don't really even listen to American music, and if i do its a few of my favorite songs, or mainly just Taylor Swift. I listen to Kpop (Korean pop). I adore it. I found Kpop my Freshman year of high school. I'm not sure even how i came across it. I was just suffering about music on youtube and i came across a 'suggestion' for me called Wedding Dress by Taeyang. I thought it looked interesting enough so i clicked on it.I was surprised on how good it was. I enjoyed the music and proceeded to check out other songs by him. I also found out he was in a band called Big Bang and the first song i ever listened to by them was We Belong Together. Taeyang/ Big Bang opened a whole new world to me. A world of new music that even if you can't exactly understand everything they're saying, it's still amazing music. I began looking through different groups and fell more and more in love with the genre of music. I began researching Korea. Food, language, culture, everything. I became intrigued and wanted to learn more and more. I wanted to speak the language, know the food, emerge myself into something new. I began teaching myself Korean, and though it was hard i stuck with it. I'm still not that great at it nor will i probably ever will be until i get lessons, but from what i know i think its better then what most would be at.



I was a dancer at the age of 3. i was in tap and ballet when i first started, and as the years passed i added jazz in. Dancing has also been something that i enjoy a lot. Three years ago i started Point Shoe on top of ballet, jazz, and tap. And last year my class and i joined the dance company. We've moved up a rank this year in the dance company and will be dancing in the Finale.



I picked up guitar a little less then three months ago. It was something new, something i wanted to try. I had an extremely difficult time when i first started. I opted to go with Acoustic instead of Electric. My fingers were in a for something entirely new when i first started. It wasn't anything like pressing down the ivory keys of my baby grand, it was painful, to the point where i wanted to cry. But i kept going, i tried and played, and worked up small callouses on my fingers. A contest opportunity opened itself up to me a few weeks ago, and i took as a chance to test my skills. I wanted to see how far i've come, to see what i could do. The contest was for Big Bang, and it was for their new song Blue or Bad Boy. I chose Blue becuase that was my favorite song, and i set my heart to it. There were no tabs or sheets for it at the time i decided to start pracitcing. I had to learn by ear for both piano and guitar. Piano was a breeze, i'd been playing by ear for a while and i knew the song easily. Guitar was a whole other story. I'd never done a song by ear, much the less play it together with the piano. I sat for hours plucking my way through trying to find just the right chords that fit. After i found  the correct chords, i practiced my heart out. I played for hours and hours a day. At one point i had played to the point where i had made my fingers bleed. And with that, i knew i would do this, i would record this song and submit it. And i did, i finished it within three days before dead line and it was up. Though i didn't make it to the top choices i still feel like i accomplished something great.



The first piano i ever owned was a small electric keyboard i got for Christmas when i was young, i used to practice on it before i was enrolled in lessons. When i started lessons i moved over to an electric Yamaha Clavinova. For six years i played on it, i'm not sure when i wanted a baby grand, but it was a few years after i'd been taking lessons. I remember always being told "wait till you get better." and i waited, i practiced, and i advanced in my lessons. Four years ago i got my baby grand during the summer, and it defintily is my baby. I adore playing on it, and it has the most beautiful sound ever. It's a black Young Chang. I started playing by ear three years ago, and about a year ago i have really taken off. I'm not sure what happened, but something clicked and i've now been able to pick up most songs with ease after sitting down for just a little bit and figuring it out.



I've always loved taking pictures. Up until almost a year ago i've used a point and shoot, i was never happy with my pictures, i wanted better quality and lighting. When i got my job i put all my money in the bank and left it there, i was saving up for two things, an ipod touch, and DSLR. i bought my ipod touch with my first pay check, and from then on i saved. When a camera shop was having a sale my dad and i stopped by to take a look, we were buying anything, or so my dad thought. As we browsed we saw a refurbished Canon 60D. Instantly i knew i wanted it. I had money, but not enough. I begged my dad, pleaded with him. To please let me get this, i'd do all the extra work i could. He could see how bad i wanted it, and instead of making me do extra work, he said we could split the cost. With that i purchased my first so far DLSR. It became one of my most prized possessions. I took it out for a spin when i got home and took sisters of my sister. It was amazing, and i was in love with it. I've always loved my DLSR and though i want a new lenses i'm happy with what have. My photography skills still are only that of a beginners but as i practice more i can see bits of improvement.



With my job career i'm still not exactly sure what i am going to do, but i do know for sure it will be in Pedatrics. I love and adore kids. So far i'm still debating between a NICU (neonatel intesive care unit) doctor (i myself was a NICU baby) or a Pediatric dentist. I also know that when i'm old enough, and almost mature, whether i'm married or not, i will adopt. It's God's calling for me. Ever since i read my first book about adoption; Digging to America by Anne Tyler i knew god was telling me what i needed to do. I've read countless books about Chinese Orphanages, and Guatemala, Ethiopian, and Korean adoptions. I want to volunteer in orphanages all around the world. Help all those kids with out a mom or dad, and love on them, tell them about Jesus, and care for them. I hope that soon i will be able to go on a trip to China or some country and help out in an orphanage for a bit.



I'm not sure what else i can write about, but if you think of any questions that you're curious about; please feel free to ask them (:

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Sunday Snapshot: Prom 2012



Friday was Prom. This was my year going and i have to say it was quiet fun! Though the music could have been better, the dancing part was fun for the slow dances. After prom was even better. We went to Dave and Busters and played games. I swear that's like a g@mbler's places for kids hahaha
My dad was behind the camera for my pictures with my date... so they're kinda awkward lol i took my brother's pics with his date as a "friend" so his look less awkard haha

me and my bestie getting ready (:

 my hair that my mom did

 eye make up (super hard to tell  because of crappy ipod quality )

 being silly

 jacking around with my other bestie at after prom

Swog ;) inside joke for my friend to read lol

 my bestie and her date. Omg cup b00bs!! loool

me and my bestie sister creeping in the background haha

 awkward pictures with dates because of my dad haha

me and my date, more awkward haha

my brother and my bestie
 us girls

the boys

all of us + my mom  "Whitney Huston" as she went by that night lol

Winning symbols and Crack is wack kids!

hope everyone has a wonderful sunday! Stay cool if you're in Nebraska we're in the 90s today! 
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Thursday, March 29, 2012

Prom Jewelry

This is just the first part of my Prom jewelry (: 
Plenty more pictures to come! <3

Everything

 Hair Decorations

 Earrings

Necklace

 Up close of Necklace

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Puppy chow

Made puppy chow tonight with my siblings and mom! Oh boy is it yummy!!